An old school deathmetal songs with many up-tempos ...
An infernal depression caught me in 2008. This song is trying to convey my feelings...
My universe is struggling within
Anxiety is crushing my hearth
Living or dying seem the same to me
Can I avoid my fate?
Screaming.......bleeding......pleading mercy!
Remembering my past
My head is blowing up.
A senseles martyrdom
I want to realize
Sorrow makes you stronger
Sorrow can kill.
Feeding......leading....shaping my hate!
Remembering my past
My head is blowing up.
Tortured by remorse.
I am trying to survive
I am trying to escape
I can't lie eternally
and must drop these ancient clothes
I must break up the chains of insanety
I must close the door of doom
Abandon any hopes
Ye all who enter!
This verse raped my mind.
This certainty made my blind!
Religious overdose
upset my will
released unknown fears
discovered new sins
God hid his face
Hell awaitz!!!